At the age of 23...

SO, at the age of 23, I have decided that now is the time to start blogging, as a means of coping with something resembling a crisis; said crisis which happened to occur semi quarter lifey! This crisis also happened to occur, straight after graduating, which would seemingly seem to be the most exciting part of any 23 year olds life- instead- for myself: Jane Elizabeth, it signaled the beginning of self doubt, aspiration confusion, oh and not to mention facing the awkward reality of Singledom for about 10 more years! Seriously, what a shitty situation! Drained!

OK, instead of wallowing in one’s own pity, I decided to attempt to better my so called life and look for some type of employment to add to my curriculum vitae. This attempt fell flat of course because as mentioned before self doubt and aspiration confusion had now taken over my life! That was in January, it is now August and I am still attempting to look for permanent employment, whilst slaving and wasting my life away as a part time worker, on a sales floor, selling cosmetics for a very prestigious Japanese luxury brand! Which I have been doing for the past 4 years whilst studying! I hate my job! Well, mainly I hate the less than minimum wage which I earn, as well as the idiots I report to who make me question why I allow myself to be stuck in a hellhole where people feel it is appropriate to use words like Double cleanse and Double application, as a reference to skincare ! WTF!

OK, just reading what I’ve typed makes me want to vomm on myself! Pathetic much?! So, basically At the age of 23, I am single, indecisive about almost everything, highly irritated by almost everything, and semi unemployed, but more optimistically I’d just say I'M UNDISCOVERED! Thanks James Morrison!

IT can only improve from here!

 J.E